Letter Day 5

August 20th, 2014

My Dearest Kitten,
I’m sitting here listening to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack and it’s eatting away at me to know that a week ago we were talking about this. You will always be my Angel! You will always be my kitten, my one and only love!

Last night was Face Off and it destroyed me to know that I wasn’t watching it with you, we weren’t even skyping about it like we did last week. So much has happened and yet all I can think of is you, your smile, your voice, your caress. I miss you so much it’s killing me! It’s honestly killing me.
I did nothing today. I have no energy to. This depression gets worse with every day that you’re gone. I was alive with you, you gave me perfection and just like that it’s gone. I want to come and rescue you, I want to come and swoop you up in one large romantic gesture, but I don’t know how and I don’t dare for fear of what might happen. Perhaps one day I will just drive to your house and take you in my arms once more.
Tomorrow is a hair cut and therapy. I wonder if your hair is purple yet my love. I wonder if you’ve done it, I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you. I miss you so much kitten! I wish there were a way to know you are ok. I know we will be together again, and no power on Heaven or Earth can tear us apart again! You are my everything my kitten! I love you so much!

~Your Honeybear